Impact

Today was a rough day. It was a day that I knew was coming for a while, but that didn't lessen the pain at all.  Today, one day short of twelve years since my dad pulled the most adorable puppy out of his jacket and handed her to me, we had to say goodbye. Jessie was my dream. I always bugged my dad for a puppy and I always got the same answer "No".  When he handed her to me it was one of the best days of my life. Jessie was my best friend. I know that sounds crazy to say that a dog is your best friend, but she really was. She saw me through rough times during high school, she helped ease my broken heart on more than one occasion and she was the person I could tell all my secrets to. She loved me unconditionally and all she asked for in return was a game of fetch, a run, or a hug. I loved her so much and we loved her enough to end her suffering. She wasn't doing well and we all knew that the end was near, but it was so hard making the decision to let her go. I got to spoil her the last few days and got to say goodbye. My heart hurts, but I took comfort in reading this poem

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...

My heart aches. Jessie was my family. She impacted us in so many ways. She softened my dad, protected my mom, and out smarted my brother. She left us with so many memories and I thank God for blessing us with her. It is going to be so hard going to my parents house and not seeing her run to greet us, but I know she watching us just waiting until we meet again.

I love you Jessie and thank you for making the last 12 years so great and for showing me what unconditional love is!