Loss

So as I was going through my friend list on facebook today, I noticed that my supposed "best" friend who was like a sister to me deleted my butt! Not much of a surprise since we haven't talked in over a year. I shouldn't be hurt because I have also chosen not to have this person, whom I no longer know (literally, name change and all) in my life, but surprisingly it stung a little. This person was in my wedding and I was a huge part of her sons life. After many instances of friendship not being reciprocated I chose to "end it". No call for baby shower, no show at hospital when my son was born, no visit in the 12 days he was in the NICU, no nothing for a year, so why do I still care? I guess deep down I was hoping that things would change and that the old friend I had growing up would eventually come back. Guess not.Well one  thing I know is that my family and friends who matter have stuck by and will continue to stick by my side through thick and thin. I know I probably don't thank these people enough, but I would like them to know how special they are to me! On that note I also have to send a thank you shout out to some wonderful ladies. Last Thursday night Stephanie, Sarah, and Brittany made my upcoming birthday one to remember with a trip to the St. James Tea Room. We dined on yummy food and delicious desserts. They made me feel so special and having those three in my life is such a blessing!