Well today was a huge blow to my self esteem! I spent the morning trying on new clothes at Kohls only to come home with stuff for Tanner! I was looking for some new jeans and an Easter outfit! Didn't find either! Having a baby has really blown the little self esteem that I had!!! I thought I was doing good. I lost all the baby weight really fast, but was left with a body that was nothing like the body I had! Pregnancy has totally changed my body and I have "curves" (that's what we'll call them) in all the wrong places! This was made crystal clear in the dressing room today :( I loved being pregnant cause being chunky was cute, ugh! Plus it doesn't help that your husband just has to make a trip to the bathroom and comes out with a flat belly! Wish it was that easy!
The main problem I have is diet! I am still nursing and am hungry ALL the time! I try to go for healthy options, but sometimes a girl just needs a cheese burger! So to tackle my problem I have decided to sign up for some 5k walks/runs. I am planning on doing the Run for the Zoo and also the March of Dimes walk in May. I also dusted off the Jillian Michaels dvd's that I loath and will hopefully get motivated to do those soon! I'm trying to remember that it took 9 months to look like this and it will take 9 months to take it off, but damn it, 9 months is a month away and I am going to have to take Tanner to the pool at some point this summer yikes! Lipo please!
If only being chunky was this cute on everyone!
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| My addiction to sweets started early! Tanner and I have the same arm rolls! |
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| Yup, he is my kid right down to the rolls! |
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| Rolls could make a comeback! Looks good on him, not so much on mama! |
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| Embracing the tummy! |
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